I should mention my friends name is Sandy. She has a screened in porch with several wooden rocking chairs. Oh! How the enjoyment I have received sitting on that porch watching humming birds; squirrels; butterflies; and regular ever day delightful birds. We had a gopher for a time who dissapeared while I was in California visiting my younger son and his family. I have a 4 year old granddaughter and a brand new grandson and the sweetest daughter-in-law. I have been blessed with two awesome sons in spite of my mistakes in life.
Sandy has planted several different flowers and bushes that attract butterflies and humming birds. She also has humming bird feeders hanging in various spots in the the yard; some real close to the porch and of course birdhouses full of various different kinds of bird seeds.
I have spent countless hours on that porch talking to the Lord; repenting and growing spirtually each day. Being raised by very negetive people who suffered fro severe depression and just plain meanness I never learned how to dream ; to have positive hopes and asparations. My dreams were surronded and burried in hopelessness and despair. Most of this was the family who raised me’s perception of themselves passed on to me and their children. If you are one of those people who spews out ugly; hateful; condecending words and could care less at the time you are spewing them who you hurt or maybe it is your most ferverant desire to hurt the person who is your innocent victim I will tell you I was once you. Get help it isn’t worth the price your victims have to pay for the rest of their lives and its not worth the price you are paying and the price you will when you see the harm you have caused those dearest to you. When I started writing this blog I had no intention of of writing any of this; but I here I am telling some of the story. I am in the process of writing three books one of them is “Talitha Cum” it is the story about a lady named Dorcus. Most of what I will be sharing here will be in the book. I will be sharing many little nuggets of truth I was taught by the Lord as He gave me this story to write.
